Monday, July 27, 2009

Bad lucks do come in form of WAVE...

Its amazing how bad lucks can strucked you. As usual it comes unexpected and then start to develope a pattern or wave through out period until you wanna yell ur ass out or start to plan ur suicidal method.Well mine started last two weeks ...

Wave one came in form of suspicious and trust,
We never had any issue on this department,
Yet over-sensitive caused fear caused lies caused confession caused distrusted caused argument.
In the end, who started it or who is wrong doesn't matters,
It takes a cooling period to make sure the heated minds to think properly again.
Baby,I still love you alot..Forgive & Forget..thats our motto..
Now let put it in practise..(I am talking bout me)
No Love = sad

Wave two is the physical disabilities,
I know I am left-handed but do you have to go injured my right wrist+thumb, right knees,right 2nd toe??
Come on..I still need them in game..
It really depressing when you running out of channels/ways to undepress urself..(Even more depressing with two "depress" es in one sentence.
You having cooling period with loved one while you can't do sport.
Sitting down quietly at home does not help at all.
No love + No basketball = pathetic

Wave three hit you in your ride,
It been taunting me for 2-3 yrs of fixing that miserable bitch ..
Now I got a new ride, and after numerous hours and efforts poured on getting her and then did two bypass since its National Car..(Proton car is like re-cond branded car..), she did again..
Right the moment I was happily driving to meet my Baby, the window stucked after going down in toll.
Great timing, drove to Service Center and got it working again. Now I get fucking heart attack moment everything winding up or down the windows.
No good window= no meeting baby = no breakfast.. Fuck..
No love+No basketball+No car/security using that new car = depressed

Wave four splash you in form of your Tech tool,
Why oh why..my lappie..Oh why must u go died on the most expensive part.
Mother of all Board..cost me another RM 1000...crap..
Judging I spent nearly RM6K for this lappie...I guess another 1K ..fuck..just do it.
There goes saving plan and there goes my SG trip... (Man,this can be 5th wave)
No love+No basketball+No car/security using that new car+No money = suicidal

So, 4 of waves came through me...sigh..The fact that they come in combination of both or everything..really scary and tiring.Hitting you in all important sides (Physically,emotionally,sanity and financially)
Well, I juz pray hard that waves of good lucks is come splashing like tsunami soon.
Then again, I never believe in luck..but juz my two hands...and my brain..
Plus, Good luck usually arrive in a cup of water..juz to enough quench ur helpless thirsty throat and you like 90% near to die of de-hydration.
At that time, that small amount of water..is like life-saver ..(sound tsunamical?) ..but remember..its juz a cup..comparing with the waves..

Now where is my cup of water?