Sins

Sometimes..people juz make mistake.

Its not done purposely. It just happen.

Some called it bad habits.

Some juz called it pure sins.



Sinner..is what i am.

I made mistake that i saw it coming.

Still I let it happen...

Can I be cured?

Even myself start to hate me.



Missing..someone is not the excuse

neither loneliness too.

I guess I have to live with it.

And somehow grow out of it.

Atleast the process is pretty much pleasurable.



Seriously..i am Sinner...

but who am I to judge..my self..

I just have to live on bearing my mistakes

And make sure..I am worth someone to appreciate..

I miss her dearly.....very very dearly...

~INKED~

Milestone achieved ..enuff said..I am INKED!

The Long Walk in the Long Road

I was wrong..
I thought I am at middle of the long road
I believed I walked quite a distance..
I was proud of my achievement.

Yet,You showed me that I still have a long way to go.
You showed me that I need still need walk for a long time.
You let me know I am not allowed to run.
You tell me I am not even yet even begin to walk.

Such a long road...can I walk it?
Such a long time...can I wait?

Been running or taking shortcuts..
Been getting fast conclusion and results..
Hmmm...
I think I walk this time....
And see how far this long road will bring me..
And see how strong this pair of legs can be..

Lets walk now....together

Bringing My Dreams Exceeding My Past&Memories

Short
Your dreams are not warnings of what your future holds. You can still shape it.

Long
There's a nice warm place in your heart where you keep special memories and nostalgic ideas, but it's not an infinite space, and right now you need to make some room. There are a few old exes, forgotten dreams, and outdated philosophies that need to get cleaned out. Many of these things feel necessary from an emotional point of view, but from a realistic point of view (which is what you need to use today), they could be holding you back. Don't hold on to things that are too stale.

-End-

Come & Go

Life... consists of ppl come and go.
Some are forgotten and some get unknown.
Getting numb of the vicious game
Same story, same ending but different name

Yet, someone you will meet sooner or later
Someone who tells you "I beg to differ"
Her answer to complexity is pure simplicity
Getting involved with her life becomes your activity.

Everyday, you wonder what's in her mind
Till you screwed up your own bloody mind
The similiarity of her story make you fear
And the line she drew is pretty damn clear

Timing now seems so wrong
Even its right, I might been gone for long
Something bout her that make me stay
Juz wanna make her smile and have a better day

Before It Is Too Late.....

If.....you are a tender message
Or a loving word to say
Do not wait till you forget it
But whisper it today
The tender word unspoken
The letter never sent
The wealth of love unspent
For these some hearts are breaking
For these some loved one wait
So show them that you care for them
Before it is too late....

Well..its really scary..how true I am getting rated like this

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63% Stability |||||||||||||| 56% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||||||||| 43% Hedonism |||||||||| 36% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Work ethic |||||||||||| 50% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43% Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Avoidant |||||||||||| 50% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth |||||||||| 36% Dependency |||||||||||| 43% Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70% Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43% Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76% Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 50% Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56% Paranoia |||||||||||| 43% Vanity |||||||||||| 50% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43% Indie |||||||||||| 43%

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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

You, Me and Time..juz not the right equation yet..

Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul


Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.



To speak or not to; where to begin.
The way dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.




"Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted (more).



You're everything I wanted

Balisong - Rivermaya

Missing you already..apple...

MaMak StandbY WiTh 3G TeCh

27th July 2007..

• Event: Celeb Mania standby
• Venue : Jasmin New Mamak Corner
• Period : 12am - 2.30 am
• Connection : 3G ala Celcom
• Workstation : Laptop by company
• Conclusion : Smooth connection all the way for the period of 3-4 teh tariks.
  

ReLoCation & Redefine Controls

After trying out msn.spaces.live bout for 2 months. Decided to move to the famous blogspot.com.

Feeling like newbie all over again but with much more control of what i want to do. Got lost in my life temporarily but i found the direction back. Nevermind, i slowly running back into the track...Wait for me..i will be back. So now, give me my sword.....

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