Growing Calvin..ahh...i miss the comic

Kobe@Catch Me

When They Come For Me

I am not / a pattern to be followed

The pill that I'm on is a tough one to swallow

I'm not a criminal / not a role model

Not a born leader I'm a tough act to follow

I am not / the fortune and the fame

Nor the same person telling you to forfeit the game

I came in the ring like a dog on a chain

And I found out the underbelly's sicker than it seems

And it seems ugly / but it can get worse

'Cause even a blueprint is a gift and a curse

'Cause once you got a theory of how the thing works

Everybody wants the next thing to be just like the first

And I'm not a robot

I'm not a monkey

I will not dance even if the beat's funky

Opposite of lazy / far from a punk

Ya'll ought to stop talking start trying to catch up motherfucker

And all the people say

Lauryn said money change a situation

Big said it increase the complication

Kane said don't step / I ain't the one

Chuck said that uzi weigh a motherfuckin' ton

And I'm just a student of the game that they taught me

Rockin' every stage in every place that it brought me

I'm awfully underrated / but came here to correct it

And so it ain't mistaken I'ma state it for the record /

I am / the opposite of wack / opposite of weak

Opposite of slack / synonym of heat

Synonym of crack / closest to a peak

Far from a punk

Ya'll ought to stop talking / start trying to catch up motherfucker

And all the people say

Oh / When they come for me

Come for me

I'll be gone

I need hug..Sob

Simple Happiness

Make My Day (^_^)

I am not bored

What men secretly

1. We like /love to cuddle you. Who doesn't?Especially when you smell so great with you hair freshly washed with shampoo we can't get enough of. Definitely helps me get through the long dreary day at the office so I can come back to you and get more of that.
2. We love it when you dress up. It means you are making an effort. If you've dressed up for a date, I know it means you are doing it for me. And nothing makes me feel more special than to see you making a fuss to impress me.
3. I also love it when you are all natural. Dressing up aside, I love how you look the first thing in the morning: hair all over the place and eyes so sleepy that all I want to do is hold you even tighter so we can stay in bed for much longer. Why do I love it? It shows the real you without makeup and complicated dresses - just like the person I first noticed, love and can't get enough of.
4. We think we are good in bed. It all boils down to the confidence - every guy thinks that they are a stud in bed. We'd like to think that when it comes to pleasing you, we know exactly which buttons to push. Blame it on your friends. It's not as if we are about to tell our friends what bedroom issues we have.
5. We do think of settling down sometimes. Yes,we do. I want to have children I can play with - a boy I can teach basketball all about and a girl I can pamper. I like playing house, especially if it means coming home to you. Best part of it all, I like the idea of you in my bed every day.
6. We sometimes buy things to make us feel better. You think you are the only one who appreciates retail therapy? Remember the PS3, we want to buy so cheer us up when we feeling down at work and want some distraction(when you not around).
7. We don't want you to be one of the guys. If I wanted someone like my friends, I wouldn't look for a girlfriend; I just hang out with the boys.

Copied from the star

Piranha, LMAO

Just finish watching "Piranha"

This the main actor in the movie. So call ancient the First Piranha

Look scary and much "ganas" than our Amazon black piranha eh?

Actually piranha look like

Laugh my ass throughout the movie. Lots of blood and flesh ripping scenes. In the end, we realise those are anak piranha. There are bapak and mak piranha running loose in the water. Somehow I got strong feelings of sequel.

And Google show me this:

WTF.. I switching back to "Monster River" on Discovery...

Take your time, bi...

What promotion really mean...

Sad but true T.T

Malaysia 3G...

Wimax..u better pick up faster....

No Woman No Cry

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.

She loved before, she may love again.

But if she loves you now, what else matters?

She’s not perfect – your aren’t either,

and the two of you may never be perfect together but

if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,

and admit to being human and making mistakes,

hold onto her and give her the most you can.

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,

but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart.

So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze

and don’t expect more than she can give.

Smile when she makes you happy,

let her know when she makes you mad,

and miss her when she’s not there

- Bob Marley -

Hold My Hand

Some people scared to do it,

Some people neglected it,

Some people took it for granted,

Yet to me, its too important.

Hold my hand & walk with me,

To this road of future full of uncertainty,

If you fall, I pull u up,

If I fall , you pull me up.

Thats how a relationship should be.

Some road will wet,

Some road has holes and so on,

But hold my hand ,bi..

I will put my life on hand to keep u safe,

You might get some cuts or bruise along way,

But I keep you happy and alive ,

As long as you hold hand.

Sometimes you feel tired,

Sometimes the hand get slippery,

Hold it harder,

Grip it better,

For that, I lay my life for you.

Don't ever doubt my hand,

Its firm and always there,

Always ready to hold you and protect you,

Even though,sometimes it hurt me too,

I show you my world,

My overwhelming feelings,

My happiness,

My insecurities,

When you hold my hand..

Bi,..juz hold my hand,

We walk this road together,

You can fall,

You can rest when you're tired,

You can even shake it off,

But remember..

Hold my hand..

The road still far ahead,

I need you more than you know,

I need your hand too..

I love you..

Happy Anniversary..Bi...

Setan

You really a setan,

Since I know you, always think that u "mm kan tan",

Your innocences toward the love to me,

It's so amazing till it's hard to believe.

You showed me how to love whole heartedly,

And how to be loved wholely.

I have my past, it's not pretty..

Maybe that's why i don't remember all the moments that are happy,

If its written there, I am really sorry..

Its juz part of my history...

Other than that, its juz a sad story.

Until the day, u walk into me...

Loving you is easy..

Handling you is not messy...

Understand me is the tougher part..

Coz there's still fear in ur heart.

Hurting me is the last thing u want do,

So,Losing me become option that u often want to

I told u b4 its pain make me wordy,

But understand what kind of pain in this,

Pain of not handling this better,

Even before we get together..

Now i am biting myself over my mistakes..

Hurting you while in the process..

I am really sorry to got you confuse..

But loving you nothing to be amused..

I am man that asked for nothing,

Juz wish to love you and care for well -being.

Please dun think this is too painful..

It just my mistakes for not cleaning up my fool..

Eventhough it juz a bloody blog..or a little facebook tag

I ought to cleaned up my act.

Thats the reason I wrote in paper to you,

Notes that juz specially juz for you.

Not for whole damn internet world view,

Like fucking entertainment preview..

From you I learned about privacy,

Something I ignore which is pricey..

Loving you is amazing...

Please understanding this...

Its not pain when with you...

But its pain i endure for ignorantly hurting you...

My love for you is now and real,

Bi, this is the real deal..

Every word is sincere from the heart..

I am working hard so we dun be apart..

Please Understand me..

like how you love me.

Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna

Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Setanku...

MVPuppets...Rulez

Temporarily Angel

As god forbid, I shall not seek happiness for my own but to be there for u,

As angel, I shall not ask for favors but be ready to do one as demand,

I am not allowed to find comfort within you,

But comfort I shall provide as when you need it.

Yet you should know I am just temporarily,

Yet you should aware I too have dignity,

What I provide could be just momentarily pleasure,

But its better than you being toyed at someone's leisure,

I would never judge you or whatever you said and do,

Neither you should judge me too.

Lending an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, a hand to grasp, a feeling to care is what I do for you.

What I did outside, nothing gotta with you.

I am not angry nor any hatred.

Yet the trust I have is getting thinner..

All I have for you still a little respect, a much care, a lot of concern ...

and a big fat hope that you will start to grow..

Grow out from your fear and insecurity and obscurities.

Be the person who I see inside of you....

Life is not the end when one love ended.

Nor is life any livelier if you don't love yourself.

Even Angel get frustrated too...

Coz sometimes there's not much I can do.

But smile and care and pray that you knew....

Remember its just be temporarily..

The present of me will glooms,

The care of mine will fade...

Then this angel will be just a memory..

A special Angel just for you...

Finally...

Thank you for the honesty.

It completed everything.

I wasn't wrong. You wasn't right.

At least, you ending it kinda save me.

Coz its not worth it.

Just ironic your loyalty which you proud of.

You just sway in such short period compare over the time we had.

It show how fragile human feeling is,

Regardless how good a person is.

I could not hate you at all

Nor I could think this is all your faults.

Maybe it was my fault to begin..to be so persistent..something I considered now is wrong.

Yes, I would bled and bear the pain.

But smiles craving at the corner of my lips.

I was never wrong..maybe wrong for not trusting myself.

Trust that I more than good for you.

You going to be a memory now..slowly and definitely..

A memory which has so many losses.

Every lost is a lesson learned.

I wish you all the best wishes and good luck in your life.

Coz i think you need it more than me.

Try not to get lost in ur life..

For you know that I am not gonna be there anymore..

Someone You Used to Know

It was helpless anyway

There's nothing much we could do or say

Darling don't you think it's a shame?

that it had to end this way

So here's to say goodbye,

our love is lost, and we cant figure why

maybe it really is about time

that we finally made up our minds

So Darling, here's to you

i hope that when you find someone new

that she would always be true to you

to love and understand you

Soon you'll build new memories

then slowly you'd forget about me

then i would slowly be

a distant memory

*Soon i'll just be

that someone you used to know

But darling you will thank me

for letting you go

time is not for wasting

i hope you'll find your intended

But i'm sorry

that your intended isn't me

it's not an easy thing

to shake off our history

i know that's what you want from me

but they will always stay with me

i admit i made mistakes

but darling with you it's just the same

if we stay there will be more to make

i dont know how much more we can take

Darling, it would be unfair

to stay with something no longer there

but it doesn't mean i no longer care

but i'd feel like a burden you can't bear

Baby,is that how you feel...

It's ok...I will be just a memories ..

Someone You used to know...

Take care...

Please..Love...Me.....

别回答 别回答我
我爱着你 眼不能收
别回答 别回答我
我担心你 是否我太靓了
可时空变换了这么多
没了你 我心中的王国
哦~ 不愿 一切就要跟你离开
随着漩涡 渐渐沉没

爱我吧 像是你的心律动
说完了 我都不想承认心痛
忘了吧 我也不能坐在这心挂
爱我吧 爱我吧


别回答 别回答我
我爱着你 眼不能收
别回答 别回答我
我担心你 是否我太吊了
可时空变换了这么多
没了你 我心中的王国
哦~ 不愿 一切就要跟你离开
随着漩涡 渐渐沉没

爱我吧 像是你的心律动
说完了 我都不想承认心痛
忘了吧 我也不能坐在这心挂
爱我吧 爱我吧

凡人的无奈 像是一代厮守的红尘
这倒带 消失的爱追不来
去忍受
在硝烟后有难过的时候
古人曾经说过知己难求
爱我吧 像是你的心律动
说完了 我都不想承认心痛
忘了吧 我也不能坐在这心挂

爱我吧 爱我吧

Inch By Inch

I don't know what to say really.
Three minutes
to the biggest battle of our professional lives
all comes down to today.
Either
we heal
as a team
or we are going to crumble.
Inch by inch
play by play
till we're finished.
We are in hell right now, gentlemen
believe me
and
we can stay here
and get the shit kicked out of us
or
we can fight our way
back into the light.
We can climb out of hell.
One inch, at a time.

You know when you get old in life
things get taken from you.
That's, that's part of life.
But,
you only learn that when you start losing stuff.
You find out that life is just a game of inches.
So is basketball.
Because in either game
life or basketball
the margin for error is so small.
I mean
one half step too late or to early
you don't quite make it.
One half second too slow or too fast
and you don't quite catch it.
The inches we need are everywhere around us.
They are in ever break of the game
every minute, every second.

On this team, we fight for that inch
On this team, we tear ourselves, and everyone around us
to pieces for that inch.
We CLAW with our finger nails for that inch.
Cause we know
when we add up all those inches
that's going to make the fucking difference
between WINNING and LOSING
between LIVING and DYING.

I'll tell you this
in any fight
it is the guy who is willing to die
who is going to win that inch.
And I know
if I am going to have any life anymore
it is because, I am still willing to fight, and die for that inch
because that is what LIVING is.
The six inches in front of your face.

Now I can't make you do it.
You gotta look at the guy next to you.
Look into his eyes.
Now I think you are going to see a guy who will go that inch with you.
You are going to see a guy
who will sacrifice himself for this team
because he knows when it comes down to it,
you are gonna do the same thing for him.

That's a team, gentlemen
and either we heal now, as a team,
or we will die as individuals.
That's basketball guys.
That's all it is.
Now, whattaya gonna do?

I see you on this friday ,Ed...